lunar eclipses and midnight walks

something about full moons and lunar eclipses do not bode well for my heart.but it's no reason to stay inside.the moon and a meowing cat in heat (no seriously) were a perfect recipe for a midnight walk along industrial bridges and buildings.and after the walk. i felt better. i mean, how could i not laugh after imagining ninjas coming out to protect these abandoned buildings?i realized that no matter how much i wished i could stop feeling. how i wished i could change myself to be less of an emotional being.i couldn't. it was pointless.so we learn to accept things. even if they are beyond our control. and even if we hate them.and we try, so, so, soooo hard to remember love.